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[Feb. 13th, 2005|01:02 pm] |
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98% of the teenage population does/has tried pot. If you're part of the 2% who hasn't, copy this in your journal. |
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| sunday mornin' |
[Feb. 6th, 2005|10:13 am] |
Woke up with this song in my head.
Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would lead me back to you
That someday it would lead me back to you
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave
Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I'm calling out to you
Singing someday it'll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself back home to you
And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
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[Feb. 4th, 2005|02:46 pm] |
I accidently deleted the last name input thinge i wrote so here it is again.
Just write your name in to read my secret message!!
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[Feb. 2nd, 2005|10:52 pm] |
How could you get mad at a face like this... this is my baby
hehehe shes so messy... but cute
My brothers just came back from Costa Rica. I so shoulda gone with them... There was room and its very cheap down there. Oh well. Next time.
I cant wait though till march! Hawaii will be a lot of fun!! |
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[Jan. 31st, 2005|11:01 pm] |
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Had a pretty eventful and fun weekend. Friday evening I went to San Francisco for a graduation event. About 15 close friends went on a dinner cruse around the bay. It was quite a sight, the city lights sparkling and shimmering across the chilly bay, the moonlight illuminating nearby clouds, the people who had drunk way too much alcohol that i had to drive home. Well, actually i wanted to drive them home, I felt safe with their lives in my hands. Anyways, the city is such an inspiring sight from afar. I wanted to take a picture so I could sketch a picture of it but my camera phone wasn't gonna cut it. The rest of the weekend I caught up on religious stuff and played basketball and Halo 2 with friends. Today i found out that a couple that a grew up with, good friends of mine just got engaged yesterday! I was so happy for them, they really are great together. They are gonna get married on a beach in Monteray, very romantic and dramatic I think. Suprisingly they want me to marry them... I'm just 18 years old, no wisdom or advice to give someone about marriage, heck! I can't even give advice about relationships either! Its hard to speak about something you don't understand or haven't experienced. I will marry them, however, if it is their wish. I didn't even realize that I am considered to be a Minister now... my brothers told me that i was growing up way to fast when i was appointed. I don't know if thats true though. I still feel immature, i wanna be immature, i have responsibilities but that doesn't mean i can't have fun. There's a time to skip about and a time to be solemn. Thats some proverb (and Beatles song) that im too tired to look up right now. I gotta go though, i need to start writing a marriage speech now... lol not really though. Time to sleep. g-nite! |
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[Jan. 19th, 2005|10:02 pm] |
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I'v been messing around with my website alot lately and posting there just for fun. >^<>^<^>< lol. you can chek it out Here. I'v been sick for about a week now. I wasn't getting enough sleep or something like that, I have some sort of head cold that ruins my throat at night. I still went to work on Tuesday which was probably a bad idea. At least it got me out of my house.
Its amazing what 12+ hours of sleep every night does to you. You start craving popcorn shrimp and giant hot dogs... scary. Oh and another thing, I could never remember my dreams before but last night i had one of the most realistic dreams iv ever had. I dreamt i was somewhere i dont know where exactly but there were lots of people and all of a sudden the building we were in shook like crazy and water started gushing in and ppl went flying all over the place as i ran out of the building i looked back and there was this huge wave comin at us and ppl were goin crazy and stuff and i felt really helpless so i kept running towards higher ground and apparently i was in a wooded area because i was climbing a tree with a bunch of ppl and we all got to the top before the wave crashed but i guess lots of ppl didnt and proably died... felt like i was in Tailand i guess. it was a crazy dream.
I'v had lots of thinkin time lately and i realize that im nothing like my friends who are planing on gettin married when they are like 18. They are freekin insane. I really dont want to commit myself to someone when i have so much to experience and do. I wish i could just put my fellings on pause or better yet, put someone else's feelings on pause. Long distances can tear ppl apart and i dont want to be torn... maybe just parted for now. It's always nice to know someone feels strongly about you but *sigh* i don't know. There are too many girls in my life i can't help thinking about and i just need to clear my head of them... Man, once again i'm writing some nonsense. I have definitly been thinkin too much. Once you see the ideal person you wish you could be with, nothing else will do. |
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| sick... and tired |
[Jan. 13th, 2005|08:44 pm] |
long ass day... long ass week... long ass month...
yes i'v been tired lately. I just got the beginnings of a sickness my father had and i was trying to avoid... oh well. I'm also kinda disappointed cuz i can't do any college this semester... dang... i was really starting to look foreword to it. However i do have a lot on my plate at the moment. I need to finish Pioneering. I need to finish my Mustang. I need money too so i gotta work. Right now i guess that im just kinda daunted by all of it. Well school can wait till next year. At least in the meantime i can fool around with my new comp im going to start buying and building!!! still sick tho... |
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| South Pacific!!! Can't Wait u guys. |
[Jan. 7th, 2005|10:17 pm] |
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I stopped by school today twice!!! Once to watch the craze when the spreadsheet of happiness, horror, joy, disappointment, exuberance, sadness, excitement and jealousy sweep the PAC. And a second time to pick up my sis (who unfortunately didnt try out for the show) I am thrilled for everyone involved in the show and they should be proud because there is tremendous talent on stage and ppl will be saying Les What?!!! Well not really i hope... lol j/k!! |
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| to skool or not to skool |
[Jan. 3rd, 2005|10:29 pm] |
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Man i can't believe it but i think im starting to miss skool... not liberty, but actualy learning and stuff. You get into a routine of work and other stuff that it makes your mind numb and retarded. I've been reading up on how the internet works and programing for web sites and stuff but it's hard to decide if somethings right for you, if you wanna stick with something for the rest of your life... Anyways back to skool for me (i hope) and maybe no more work, i cant pull three part time jobs unless i stretch my self kinda thin. i can try for a bit tho. I also need to decide what to study... well i'll have to force my numb retarded mind to give it some thought i guess *pummels head with fists* work dammit!!! Its kinda hard to think tho when theres always someone else in your head all the time... i have trouble thinking of only one person sometimes and thats an even bigger problem, jeez. All i can think about when a girl is mooning over me is how i would do anything not to hurt her and how much it would hurt if i broke up with her. It makes me feel like crap cuz i dont know whether she's the right one, cuz if shes not i dont know if i could bring myself to tell her... wtf did i just write!! damn am i sappy or what? maybe i hit myself in the head too hard. I guess i just want to live my life and meet new ppl some more and travel while im still single. Its hard to imagine myself married in a few years even though all my buddies are doin it. And at this rate ill be married in a year... neish giet(or something like that). Dating is like driving a car the faster you go the more likely you will crash. Well my mom is still looking over my shoulder... i cant get any privacy, kinda uncomfortable. No wonder i never updated this thing before jeez. Go away mom! Thank you! hehehe. well i gtg to bed anyways... Will i be restless or peaceful... I never can tell. |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2005|01:38 am] |
Ok starting over again and maybe i'll update more often than once evey 4 months!!!
New years was kinda fun. Just had some buddies over and we lit stuff on fire no alcohol involved (unless it was aflame). It was kinda cool. I carvd out my initials in the ground and poured gas on it and lit it hehe you can check it out if you want here www.centripetalforce.net/JM.wmv Its a windows media video kinda crap, 202kb. does html work here? heres a link if it does. Link. It's like 2 AM now so im gonna go to sleep. Later |
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